Gud News n Bad News

i want to share my good news and a bad news here..haahaa
sure the good news first la.. let's look at the picture below.. heehee

ok, he was Vincent Sin, my NS friend in 2004..
erm, after we leave from it, we got never contact at all..
and i came to KL for my teaching life, i also dint get any news about him.
well, 4 years later.. we meet again in msn..
that 4 years, really a long long time..
i also surprise that he could found me in net..

he was a christian now and i was introduce a church for him in his area,
which is Liew always bring me to there..
and i promise him that i will bring him there when he got holiday in October.
last night, i was going to there and unlucky that i was sitting the 1st lane.
got somebody touch my shoulder and i turn back~~ that was him!!
so shock that i can meet him there?!!haahaa..
i got took that picture after we finish that talk.

he was study in Kampar and he got going to church too,
and his teacher was the Korean teacher which i knew too!
then last night he came is because the teacher ask him to come.

ok that was my good news and it's really make me happy.
and now, was a bad news here.. it's about my student..6A@YokeNam
today i was scold all of them, i telling them so much of thing,
it's about attitude and i want them to change it better.
i scold them is because they didn't pay attention when teacher's talking.
i am so worry about their attitude will bring them worst.
i really wanna cry after i scold them.. i am so sad that make them sad too..
i feel that this 6A was same as my 5J@ChenMoh last year..
such like GuoHao, Linus, Joker...and all
i don't know why i'm so worry about 6A.
i want them changing to be better..
i don't know they understand me or not, but i hope they will.
so many thing i scold them and it's real thing that they need to care.
they are going 2ndary school soon, i sure that their attitude now really will bring them sucks when there.
hope they will get my point, and we make agree that, they get their time to change.
and i also will help them too..
at the same time they changing better, i also changing myself..
let's do it together..
* i really scold them kuat kuat in this time... T.T

Photo wf Zhijian

this was our photo..
we took it when we are enjoying in Genting~

today was a Great Day!

today was the 1st day school after a long holiday..
but i m still in the holiday mood.. zz

after i finish my tuition class on 4pm, Liew asked for lunch.
and sure DiZiGui going too..
well, what i feel great is, our miss understanding was broken in this lunch!
so thanks to Liew 'cz he try to understand our situation,
because we 3 come from different region, background and story,
but luckily we are trying to solve the problem together,
we know that Liew was try his best to guide us in what he trust.
but he also need to know that many thing we had drop for it.
in this lunch, i got feeling what they feel when they get hurt by other.
i just keep quite and listen to them..
well, im let him know that what kind of me in any friendship.
what character of me in doing some kind.
and what the different of us..

thanks to them 'cz we are more understanding each other.
today was a great day.
i like it.

Funny of Our School

my holiday gonna finish, school start tomorrow.
and i was very enjoy my 11 days of holiday.
tomorrow will continue my teaching life..
is it not related with the picture i post here?
no no no..

as a student, i think you will laugh when u saw this picture..
the message above is real and itz make us 'beh tahan', right?
to all of my student, n who's will start to school tomorrow,
take it easy buddy..school..is a place u try to enjoy it..
at the same time u beh song it~~

SCHOOL BEGIN~~again..

oh!!!

haahaa...got a funny thing happen just now..
well, i got a gang of friend asked me to go Serdang for playing valley ball.
ok, i m gonna asking DiZiGui to join too, 'cz she can drive mah..
then she said her sis will follow too but need to home on 7pm.
ok ok, that's no a big deal..
but..so unluckily zhijian beside me now
and we are outside for lunch and wi-fi online...
his mum n sis were going saloon for hair cutting on 3pm,
i think impossible they will home before 4.30pm,
and impossible i let zhijian stay at home alone too..
i got no choice, so i told them that i can't exercise with them today..

suddenly i get a call from that gang and they were acting mad on me..
haahaa..so funny of them...
ok, i was give them my reason that why i cant go right now.
at the same time DiZiGui sms me that she also cant go there already.
her reason is because im didn't go, her sis feel strange with that new gang,
so her sis don't want join..
and last, DiZiGui also cancel it already...

Oh~man..not my false ok? not me...
all is because zhijian...haahaa

G Force

about this movie, i was watching twice within 24 hours...
1st was in last night, i was bring my two student to IOI@Puchong.
actually we wanna watching a Singapore comedy movie,
but it was didn't show there..
we have no choice, although i know today i will bring zhijian for this movie too,
but i have to do so..i cant make them disappointed.

so we were watching it on 7.25pm,
and then today i was bring zhijian to 1U cinema,
for this movie still...so noob of me isn't it? haiz
but they was happy after watching this funny movie.

erm..this was the noob thing i had done..

well,today my 4renbang ask me to hang out but so sad that
we're not hang out because of the time and plan..
actually i had promise Liew that i will attend a talk with him...
then i make so many call to them for discussing,
lastly Kek was going there with her hubby and YC hang out with other fren..
so, me? go on...
but i really sorry to 4renbang that i drop them..
KEK n YC, i drop u this time doesn't mean 4renbang's value was decrease in my heart..
so sorry about today 'cz kek try her best to make some plan for us,
lastly i still cant go with them..
but luckily they got their own plan already..
and i...will go out for the talk later...
tomorrow i think i will stay at home a whole day without internet
bored

confuse

just hang out with this 2 guys, my ex-student..
we went to IOI Puchong and watching a movie..
hahaha

ermm, today i was thinking,
when i come here for my teaching life, i expert i will stay here along 5 year,
cz may i will take KDC if i was the lucky 1.
but now i don't know why, what had i promise him/her, i think i cant make it true.
i was trying my best to apply another place for full time study,
although that guy let me know that doesn't hope me to go,
but sometime what that guy done was make me beh song.
but still need to say thanks cz he was ask me to stay.
i will think clearly before this year end.

图片分享

高塔，望下就是一片湖水，
忘了自己的惧高症，一直上，当然脚软~

在高塔上，看见了另一处的景点，
犹如飞行跑道~

其实是很小的浅滩，是以放大的角度去拍。

被我edit过的

无聊的时候发现，一杯普通的柠蜜，都有层次

分享完毕~~自己好喜欢~~

雨后

很喜欢雨滴，一滴一滴的依附在玻璃窗口外，
透过它去看这个世界，在水滴里又是另一种景色。
心，很轻，轻的无法承受眼泪的重量，还有想念的痛。
看着外面的雨，冷冷的空气，凉了心，复原了伤口。

感到很抱歉，我的朋友，让他们担心我很多很多。
对不起，也谢谢你们对我的关怀，那是我心中的一股暖流。
我会努力活下去。因为我有4人帮，还有我的儿子和宝贝
*永辉、吉隆，YM,和梓维~
谢谢你，关心我的人。

Thai Pan Cafe

before i wrote about thursday event,
i need to say a sorry to all my friend who is care about me here..
'cz im done a big misstake and it was make them worried me.
and i promise i won't thinking like that anymore.
sorry...and thank you so much

星期四！明天假期啦！！突然来的消息说明天特假！！
好开心！！不过呢，今天要赶紧完成手头上的工作！
放学后想和朋友们去吃一餐，relax一下的，
怎么知道大家都去了捞钱！！要等他们到下午4点钟~
我就留在学校上网，然后看见SinEee还在，我们就一起上图书馆阅报。
终于等到了4点钟，就把书包放回家再走回学校去，
原来，等待是永无止尽的~liew还有试卷要修改内容~
继续等，跑上跑下，等到5点~~
就剩下我，SinEee, Liew, SinHui, DiZiGui五人。
一致通过，我们去到Kuchai Lama 的 Thai Pan Cafe吃

这就是tomyam，我和 liew share..
当然还有饭啦~

这是SinEee特别要求的Clear Tomyam~
原来tomyam原本煮出来是白色的！
味道不会很难喝，SinEee还说会比红的好喝~

SinEee&SinHui

我在那里一直搞笑，老板娘也Beh Tahan，
然后她介绍我们吃这些甜点~不错的说！！

老板娘还特地请我们一杯茶~FOC 哦！
然后外头下大雨，我们无法离开就继续谈，他还为我们添茶呢！

SinEee满肚子都是水~~

直到最后的友谊~

不懂为什么，我会有想说再见的那种心情。
如果有一天我真的离开了，记得剪下我的头条~（开玩笑啦）
当我的念头已出现，我就想起你们，在我想念女友的同时。
我们的友谊，会跑很长远吧？
看着我们每一张照片，那些真挚的笑容，我却不再动衷。
一切成为回忆。
我不知道人在离开后才会被纪念，这是真的还是假的。
但是我知道，我活在你们的记忆里面，甚至曾经住过你的脑海里，
就很足够了。我不想再奢望什么。
长大的过程，有很多朋友在心中成为过客。
但是你们却是我的长住客，知道我的记忆停止以前。
谢谢你们。














你们会是我在最后一分钟里，最舍不得的人~

灰暗

打从上个星期日开始，我就很忧郁，忧郁得很吓人。
发现人生真的有太多的意外发生，
虽说那是让自己学习成长的过程，但是行动就是那么的难。
只有在独处时，才会发现到自己的无助，没有依靠。

有时候想，抽离当人类的角色可以吗？
现实生活真的让我无法想象该要怎么过。
一直处于害怕的情况当中，不动要害怕什么，更不懂要害怕多久。
在人前装得很开朗，很乐天，但是这一刻发现，原来自己都不是。

人生的未来，对我而言越来越渺茫。
“成功”这两个字，好像在我的字典里面渐渐消失。
我的人生要怎么过，我已经不再确定。
如果放弃，能不能是我的生命？

寂寞

刹那间，我体会到寂寞的恐怖。
那种感觉很糟糕，四处无人，手机就是唯一的通讯器。
很害怕。一个人的生活。
那每一刻，都让我很想哭。
以为自己早已习惯寂寞，原来自己是一直在伪装。

cant On-9

haiya!!! i cant online in home 'cz wireless in home not available...
got some problem of it lol..
i keep looking for free Wi-Fi restaurant over here...
yisshhhh...damn bad luck de...

zhijian also going back to PJ OldTown cause there got line...
yishhh....bored day!!!

UPSR Dayz

so sorry, i'm not going to tell you about UPSR thing...
just look the photo then you will get what i had done in this few dayz...
haahaahaa.





those photo is happen on yesterday...
because of UPSR exam, we had going on our plan,
and this was the 1st, badminton match after school time..
i was helping Liew for dancing in the morning,
then continued with badminton...YuLun was a pro guy oh...
while game match, Liew was stay in stuffroom for semak his work,
SinEee and i was a team, we just laughing over there...
so happy on that moment...
after game we went to lunch+dinner...
that was my 1st time having 擂茶... not bad of it but i think it should be better in other restaurant.



ahh,this was the activity we had done just now...
today was same, helping Liew to train the student for dancing..
well, im stay in class for teaching too, i just help him when im free..
actuali this 3 days got teachers cooking and sharing in stuffroom,
that POPIAH was make by Liew...very funny right?
it was boom liao,i think it's because too many isi inside,
but the taste nice still, thanks ya~~

ok, our big big plan of today!!! we all going to Neway@Puchong leh!!
so happy and so many song we had sang together...
we start frm 2pm until 6.50pm. yeah!!!
finally we going there together liao!!

erm, tomorrow leh?nobody to said about it?
if not wrong, we will going pasar malam here lol..
wanna buy rotan liao...

加油，Christophor

早上星期的某一天，看见你的博客，你哭了。
对不起，给不上你及时的安慰。
==============================================
昨晚突然收到女友带来的消息，说你的母亲入院了。
是一场无情的交通意外。
不幸中的大幸，只在脚部打上石膏而已，看来复原一定会很快的吧。
好好念书，一切都好。

在你的博客中留言，说我会在你需要的时候给上帮忙，
虽然相信你比我更加坚强。
我立刻与家人通电话，说你母亲的事，
我妈还说会去打听一下再去探望你妈。
包括我的女友，也很担心这件事。

完全出乎意料之外的事情发生了。
今天当我准备进班上课的时候，女友信息来了一件噩耗。
一个完全不能被接受的事实~~~你的母亲走了。

我完全不懂该如何形容。
你还好吗？这是我所担心的。
你最近都被课业忙的喘不过气，现在的情况更令人担心。
请你坚强，一定要坚强，因为你是家庭的希望，
你是你母亲心中最闪亮的一颗星！

可有可无

是不是所有东西都有其中价值？
把感情的玫瑰放在手心，小心的呵护。
它始终都是属于大地的，不能永远属于自己的。
那，还坚持什么呢？
信任失效了。

i luv 4renbang~

把原本写好的文章全部删除。

星期六，没有地方可去的我，只身的去了IOI。
想约YC，可是她又懒惰出门，还好KEK有信息来说要出来见面。
中午到达目的地，直接去了大众书局看书，一边等着他们的出现。
结果说好的1.30pm被延迟到3.15pm，
我在那里早就饿死了，不过还好能啃掉半本小说。

其实在等人的时候，我收到了一位朋友的信息，
说我们最近好像很难沟通之类的，而且彼此都有所隐瞒。
尝试谈过，但是信息能起多少作用？所以还是不了了之。

我很爱4人帮，我们彼此经历过该经历的，所以我们都很珍惜。
在我们之间没有太多的误会。风风雨雨，都平静下来了。
这一次我们再次见面了。每一次都觉得我们的见面好难~
原本YC还是拒绝出席的，但是最后好像是被“捉”上车来了。haahaa

有我们的地方就会变得特别的吵，我们有很多东西想要分享，
在吃的地方，在服装Fair那里，在Daiso那里，在Watson那里，还有在卖月饼那里
我们的笑声总是不曾间断。
我们都在回味过去和享受现在。
以前的我们真的很疯狂，现在我们都收敛了很多。
在月饼的售卖摊子那里，我们试吃了很多，结果我和KEK觉得不好意思，
所以我们都买了一些甜品回家。
当然有被4人帮酸我的时候啦！当他们看见我的博客里面没有4人帮，他们就省下阅读的时间。气到~对不起啦。

人与人之间是否越熟悉就会发现越多的问题？
那我们是否不要太过在意呢？
但是人类是需要感情来生活的，失去感情岂不如同行尸走肉？
不在意就等于不认真，那岂不是很矛盾的人生嘛？
幸好4人帮永远都不会这样，所以知己难寻~

晚上要和Liew还有DiZiGui一起去Setapak那里。
其实我回到家已经不早了，再加上DiZiGui不是很想去，
但是基于怕被Liew生气的情况下，我们只好在最后一分钟决定~去了。
DiZiGui还在LRT里面哭出来！好在没有滴下眼泪，
再加上四周都是友族同胞，我就被别人冠上“坏人”的名词了~
丢脸死了！而且我丢了三个车站！当下就很想快点离开~

现在是凌晨3点。我们刚刚才回家，
在结束了Setapak的活动后，就去逛一下，再回去OUGht这里。
顺便吃东西，迟到下大雨。*现在停雨了... T.T
这一次是我们出到最迟的一次，凌晨啊！
够了，不开心的不要写。

week end wf hapi

so long time i dint posting here...1 week pass~
ermm, got something funny happened in this week,
the first thing is about our HOLIDAY...
in Wednesday i was msn with Kek and i knew that next Monday is holiday!
YUHOOOOO!!! Holiday again!!!!
then i quickly ask my colleague to confirm that is it true...
then my colleague called me back and tell me a suck!!!
"Selangor got this holiday but Wilayah Persekutuan not."
erm, if you knew me then sure you can imagine what respond i had do.
it's really a sucks!! what the different of Selangor and WP?
haiz...
actually kek plan to go out on next monday 'cz hk n she got holiday..
we plan to go Shougun@Sunway...it's also got discount leh!!
really hate about that...
then when in school, i still asking my teacher
and they gave me the same reason...

ok, next topic...it's about Cinema@Mid Valley...
well,i'm posting this event in my blog and itz will show in my facebook automatucally.
that was a happy thing to share,
but...haahaa, SinEee saw that post and she comment on it:
"Why you all din't asked me to go?"
haa,im forgot already...them she keep asking me why in chatbox,
and i keep said sorry to her...

ok time to talk about today,friday...
i was start in my school from 7am until 6pm loo...so crazy of me...
after school i have to help Liew for training students dancing,
it's finish on 4pm and i continued my ko-ko until 6pm..
oh man~~
luckly i meet SinEee them in school still,
so i chat with them and sure i get scolding la...
well, next week was UPSR week, very free of us,
so we got planing some activities after school,
we were sure that...Wednesday go to Neway@Puchong,
then we can play badminton after school too mah~~~
aiya...so free of next week...
please...the sucks thing don't come to here!!!
i have no holiday in next Monday sudah make me not shuang liao!!!

Movie~ Orphan

took this before they come to fetch me~

going to GSC@Mid Valley~~

inside the cinema...shy Liew~~

our ticket~heehee

ok,last night i was hanging out with Liew and DiZiGui for a movie

this was the 1st time we gather again after holiday...haahaa
they said will go at night but i keep waiting and waiting....so long.
then Liew fetch us to Mid Valley around 8pm.
buy the ticket first then i belanja them an ice-cream@McD.
before the movie time, we look around@Bowling.

about this movie, i was read the story before
so i wont get any scare by it... but someone not~
DiZiGui keep screaming, but Liew and i was laugh because of she and the movie
the heroine was a girl,9 who was actually 33 in age already.
the story is talking the reason and how she murder someone.

then the air inside the cinema so cold....
i just hope that movie can be finish quickly when i still there... =.=

i think this was my 1st time@MidValley without 4renbang.
the 1st feeling when i was there is, I'm so miss 4renbang
i miss them most..
last year all of us was gather here every Tuesday but now we aren't...T.T